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November 08 SpotlessThey seems to know everything, everything is under control, nothing can surprise them, those people who stays in the city for a long time but never felt as belonged to here. If they defend it's a human nature to protect themselves, how can it spreads as a fashion. They cherished and give a high value of pureness and spotless, but never ever would get close to it. They say they are not young any more, time flies and never goes back. Time not, but state does can go back, if they try to gain it back. Actually, it's just simple like love. Just love. November 02 A sip on work今天真的是特别特别特别冷，小红马都被冻傻了，早上跑在四环上，前车顶上的雪被风吹下来，飘飘洒洒的一条白色带子，好看极了。
周一一早不怕堵车不担心迟到的感觉真好，大家都去奥美开会了，就Miya、Joy和我厮守偌大一个office，外表的宁静下，MSN上协调出一致不想工作，突然想起前两天Halloween Party上的left over还在车上，假借外套落在车上，顺了一整瓶Kahlua回来，加上咖啡牛奶，一大早就边喝边给Miya做酒类常识普及，直到双颊泛红，身子发暖，我们才收敛起来，溜回座位。
Yes, Happiness is simple. October 27 Theme Party在女人的谈话中，有两个话题永远不会过时：服装和男人。而当你恰不知道该如何开始第二个话题是，不妨从第一个开始。 其实我只是想表达，Dressing是一个多么有魔力的词汇，把一群年纪、背景等等都不相仿的女人及女孩联系起来，还笑的如此灿烂。 (Re: Post Photo) 上周在倒腾和Miya出去玩的相片，在妈妈的相机里面找到了整整两年前的照片，即出国前到五台山家庭旅行的照片，大费周章的打了出来，只为了能戴着眼睛仔仔细细的盯着许久之后的一句感叹，“我还有那么纯真的眼神”，老妈感叹不已，我也啧啧不休，老爸补一语，“那会儿没男朋友吧”。 Anyway, I feel so lucky and happy having Miya accompanied on this trip. She's just so extraordinary and wish her to find her... I simply wanna a dog n u know by ur heart that I'm a dog person. And I've already compromise on a kitty. Why could you just let me go?! XXXX! 世界上什么事情都在发生：我心目中最完美的一对儿分手了，最意外的一个人结婚了。都是西藏惹的祸。 January 15 Still nothingIt has been more than 6 months being away from here. I do miss the time and so me who wrote those bullshit. Although I lost my self for a while, it happens, I think, for most people, I was trying to sort out my life about study, work and relationships with family and old pals. I figure I am on a new page of my life, more or less. And I keep thinking how can I make it right, under a moral and public criterion. Usually, when I don't know the answer, I used to bury myself in books and wine, which can create a prefect space for me to think and brew. Naturally, I have been influenced a lot by certain book and become who I am. It may sounds like I couldn't hold an opinion toward something independently. I won't deny and I don't think it's too bad neither, if I can pick a good book on that point. Anyway, after serious conversation with experienced friends and books, I deem the most important thing in the new job is being humble. All people love this feature, however it also might be the hardest character of human being. In that, I made a list, seriously. I made my decision that I am gonna play hard on myself in order to protect the true part of me. At least I hope so. June 21 SoundlessAfter the fifth day, living in a soundless world. Suddently, sound in the world around me bacome such a melody, as for me. Erenow I've never felt so excited when I heard your voice and listened your words. It turns out that I've closed my eyes and shut off my ears too long to realize it. Thus I merely could remeber, recall your merits, and how sweet you are. The more regret I feel, the deeeper my feeling sink in. I wish I can whisper to your ear,"I'm sorry. I love you." June 20 失去的美好大家都毕业了,错过了,我自己的选择
有话想说，不知道怎么说，不知道对谁说，也不知道说来干嘛
只好和Emu, Kiwi还有Kaka一起去找Ostrich玩转Starbucks：太舒茶+双倍浓缩 June 04 Individual or alone?Individual and lone, are they
the same or wholly different? We usually say that western more respect
people as individual, and Chinese are inclining to collective group. Individual
sounds independent and reliable, and we probably won't consider any relevant to
lonely. Coz alone sounds be left there and miserable. In a word, subjective and
objective. If it's what you chose, you are great; if not, you are pitiable. Paris-prague prague budapest wien-hallstatt hallstatt-Wien wien-paris 布拉格 布拉格 布达佩斯 奥地利的小镇
回维也纳看球
从维也纳晚上的飞机回巴黎
手机呢，现在在用的这个+33 6 18 67 06 25，不确定那边能不能用。原先的那个也会带着，那个肯定能用，希望我能搞定哪个法语冲值系统，号码该知道的人都知道了。 May 28 救人看到很多救人的文章，想起一个很早前的，被无限重复的问题: 发水灾，孩子、母亲、配偶掉水里了，先救谁？貌似最合理的答案是救离自己最近的人。不知道去哪里可以找相关的比例统计数据，这次四川时间之后，我看到的，貌似救孩子的人最多。人终究还是感性的，尤其是有孩子的女人，是我觉得最有研究价值，伟大又丑恶的群体。（回顾一下历史上以母爱而犯下的罪行，其扭曲程度绝不亚于剪刀手爱德华）这证明了什么呢，假若说前一题诗基于对三个人的感情分量都一样的前提下，还有可能成立，可现在证明了什那么呢？女人们一厢情愿的跟孩子的感情更深厚吗，我说一厢情愿是因为，若不是的话，那救母亲的比例应该是和救孩子的比例一样。
Whatsoever，I am wondering whom I would go to rescue, based on tha assumption that I have a child, even though I am not a baby person. I had a great relationship with my mam. I've never met anyone else has a better relationship than us on earth, except for people you read on books, no matter on fictional or non-fictional. Neglect of considering offspring, due to over population and bla bla, I'd love to rescue my mam first. Blog博客，又贫，又寂寞。
这些人放古时候保准都憋成诗人。 May 27 Wedding Album在网上游荡，翻到一个婚礼的相册，我估计我看见它的感觉，就跟小布什见到拉登似的，发现被阳光烤黑的皮肤上更容易看清鸡皮疙瘩。
那一刻，也许对于那个女生是最美的瞬间，或者是对她的妈妈，也没准是世上剩下的其他单身女性，反正对于什么人，应该是美好的；对我，比《断头谷》还惊悚。深吸了一口气，继续看下去，新娘放在现实生活中，是入得了眼的女人，新郎被淹没黑压压的乌鸦中了，也许是我光顾着找伴郎了。继续看下去，是因为我想证明给自己，世上有很多我不想入眼的人和事，悲伤的，幸福的，丧尽天良的，美好高尚的，有很多原因，但也许都称不上理由；证明给自己，I can live with them, just keep positive. 我能接受，但不表示我以折磨自己为嗜好，快快关了网页。
Wedding,对于大多是女孩，都曾是一场梦，或多场梦，我也曾偷偷的幻想过自己的婚纱，定制的婚纱，也许能改一改传给我的孩子。而婚礼则更像是一个场合，可以在人们的注视下展示婚纱的场合。虽然说来自私，可我还小，还没有预见所谓的Mr. Right,或还没有准备远见。无论如何，庆幸这个事实，因为从某种角度有种胜利感，有时女人也可以像男人一样没有责任感。
期待，28号Sex and the city的首映。 May 23 看剧I got an invitation from a friend of mine to theater. It's pretty a luxury life for me, a poor student, to visit theater in Paris, the kingdom of theater. But she forwarded me a web link and comforted me that there are some plays only costed 10e. Unforturnately, I've to admit that I've been quite touched indeed. My mam she's a nature player. It's her final dream in her life, I think. And since I was a little meat ball, she started bring me to theater, such as Renyi and Baoli. I can still remember around 12 years ago her face on bus 22 to Wangfujing Street in which settled Renyi theater. There was a smile on her face I've never been lucky enough to see it again, at least till now. I opened the link without second thought, even I knew I won't find anything out due to stupid french. I shouldn't be surprised that there are so many chioces for all kinds of play and covered every coner of Paris. I couldn't help to question why they are so in love with watching play and playing play? Tracing back to mid-century, people went to theater enjoying a play not only as a token of status, but also a peek into a different life. Cinema is its modern replacement. It's easy to understand that springs from nature instinct of human, curiosity. Curiosity of new and different thing, in this case, it's life, other people's lives. The reason of prevalence can be concluded by much more complex causes, like exploring of esthetics, business in entertainment, cultural education and so on. One of them attracts amount of my attention, loneliness. In general, we are individual in collective group. Obviously, solo person deadly needs decent activities to get together without presenting their lonesomeness but mocking others'. Alongside, what we are going to do is waiting time passed by and then going to bed with someone hooked in theater. If you are lucky enough, maybe in your bedroom there is a special play will show up tonight. May 16 Life or something like it 凡高在弟弟来巴黎的时候跟他讲：“巴黎是个非常奇怪的城市，除非你杀掉你自己，否则你就呆不下去。” 想起一部电影{Life or something like it}, Angelina Jolie的一部烂片，试图探讨一个永恒的无聊话题，{假若一周后你将死去，你会做什么？}电影的答案也很简单，{Be yourself and doing nothing.} 会对这部电影有映象是，现在在真实的体会Doing Nothing。不难做到，但缺少机会做到，因为不是谁都能陷到无欲的状态，(除了食欲和性欲，或者说只剩食欲和性欲)，也许是因为不愿意陷入，有意识的去竞争因为要生存，所以就这样简单的逝去了客观条件，也就很难Be Yourself and Doing Nothing。 当不巧的有了这客观条件的存在，电影中出现了一对儿男女，现实中只身一人。 May 15 The Ass and The Flute It's the first fable I read, when I turned over {the black sheep}. Neither the wittiest nor wisest, but very impressive, of course. Otherwise, I probably wouldn't buy it anyway. The feeling is so familiar that I don't dare say. Things happen. The Ass and the Flute For a long time, a Flute that nobady played any more had been lying discarded in the countryside, until one day an Ass who happened to be passing by snorted heavily onto it, causing it to produce the sweetest sound of their lives, that is to say, the life of the Ass and the life of the Flute. Incapable of understanding what had happened, for rationality was not their strong point and both believed in tationality, they hurriedly went their separate ways, ashamed of the best thing that either of them had done in the course of their sad existences. May 14 脚疼 脚疼，脚疼，脚疼。 3天的3厘米小跟鞋，平均每天站立3的3倍小时，用掉3片创可贴； 连看3常电影，打3遍才通的电话，吃3遍晚餐； 想在3月3日过生日，吹3跟蜡烛，吃3块儿蛋糕。 3岁，13岁，30岁，33岁 May 11 HouseRecently, I am stuck on House. Morning waking up in House, and falling with sleep with house in the night. The stories are affected airs and medical theories are far beyond my mind. Anyway, Dr House, the narcissiam, selfish, arrogant gimp jerk, is just so damn attractive to any girl with a slice of motherhood.
Regardless, what I wanna say is, there are few sentences to describe House by his best friend grasped me deeply. Generlly, it is, "You don't like yourself, but you do admire. You are afraid of any change, because you don't wanna lose your special. And you are
keeping yourself being miserable only makes you miserable. " What I only see from these words is a hardly damaged man, and couldn't help to cuddle him. How great it sounds, motherhood, offering without requirement. It's the most remarkable love in the world, but also the muderer of relationship between couples.
So, I am here to warn girls who still believe in marriage do not watch the series any more. To boys, stop your girl watching it. Why? It's a common sense that female hormone be produced in a large number when women in love. Too much offering hurt the ego of men, afterward shake their kingdom in relationship, which is unacceptable by any ambitious man. As a consequence, splitting up to end the affection immediately, or giving a birth to transmit it. Wharever which one, there is only one ending.
Eventhough, I still couldn't get myself out of it. Like the wise man always say, "Love is love." May 08 suck cityThere is a saying, "God treats his kids equitably. So he bestowed the most fertilized and nourishing land to the laziest nation." We all know who I am talking about. In this case, they've got plenty time working on so-called pieces and immersing themselves in the worship of caveman. Since I am not old enough to get my name in history, I'm visiting musees, exhibitions, galleries and workshops as much as possible to polish their asses.
I am mean. It's a tag of typical city girl. I am in any way and no ashamed of saying that. I can't bear a life out of downtown. Especially, I've quite well known how's the life in county.
It makes me wandering about the standard of metropolis. The idea of classifying things makes me sick, but I am doing it. So what's about it? Is it about the proportoin of living area or the number of car accidents per day, the quality of universities or amount of languages we can speak, the undertable trades of governor or offshore accounts, the shorteness of skirts or AIDS infected patients, maybe is about the quantity of suicide and drunkards on the roads in the morning. For Paris' sake, I'm bound to check musees and vintage boutique owners.
I am trying to make a life among those stuffs, still keep my finger out of them. Who damn shit fucker ask me what did I learn during my internship! Don't you understand I am still alive is a miracle itself.
I couldn't help questioning why I choose to live like this. Maybe I have a nomadic nature and spoting around huge cities would suit to me well. Nevertheless homesick is much more beautiful than spitting on each other.
PS To Kepan, 'Bon voyage!'. May 07 going awayI am the kind of typical person who believes in that things happened by certain reasons, and always looking for chance to make them happen, for good or for bad. April 29 Bla bla In the morning, I was trying to get up as late as possible. It's raning outside and I was in a mood having a morning jog. I think I have a strong tie with water stuff, such as rain, snow and beach. For the coming looooong vac, nobady is gonna be in office on time, which means before 10:30. The rain reminded me Dong's words, "The rain is following me from Britain to Paris." It was so sunshine days before and I couldn't help wonder I was in Spain or south America. I had hand-made chocolates given by kepan as a gift from Belgium as breakfast, during the time I'm supposed to be on diet. I know I should feel guilty about that. It's just I can't. Only thing in my mind is that I really prefer chocolate with alcoholic syrup and black chocolate chips. Every work day here, I've to take all kinds of transportation, metro, trainway, RER and then bus. It might be boring or troublesome to some people, like my roommates, but quite interesting "pour moi". I can have some quality reading time on the way, coz almost no one talking loudly in public and it's sort of a lable of French people reading in metro. I dug in a book which I bought yesterday with Dongzi, named "A concise Chhinese-English Dictionary for lovers". It's a pretty easy-reading book due to the author's broke English. She's a Chinese. The book is about her life in London narrating in a funny way, with a stylish Chinese humor. Honestly, I like it, I have to say. But I don't recommend it to people who just start learning English. For the coming 9 days off, I have been sort of house arrested in France, thanks to French swine. I am really in a tight corner and out of strength. France has no attraction to me anymore. The only reason keeping me here is freely travelling in Europe. And right now, I can't move one step out of this the most stupid country. Whatvere, c'est la vie. April 25 复活上个月，种种原因，感觉像被印第安人绑起来扔进了马里亚纳海沟，被鲸鱼的胃液呛得要窒息的时候，估计这鲸鱼被我的背运牵连，无奈的被日本渔船捕捞了，而我也侥幸的被我的背运救了。 现在讲起来，就是一连串生硬的，渴望博得同情的，孤零零的排成一串以增加气势的名词。大概会在不知道什么时候，碰到相似经历而理解的同伴，一起骂骂法国的傻政府之类的。想想也挺乐的，在高档餐厅骂街的样子，没准儿会把过路的小朋友震摄一下， 回家后写篇成功人事背后的艰辛之类的日记，再random的被荣誉的贴在学校的橱窗里，以鼓励大家都来被恶心一下。 还好，算是过去了，泄洪般的狂买了一阵衣服，换季了要换心情。打电话给妈妈，被当头敲了一棒，“你晕头的时候买过什么好东西”。在某些方面越来越忙，就在另一些方面越来越懒，买了几件袍子，套头就能出门，也能把肉肉都挡起来，嘻嘻。振作一下。 觉得噪得很，大概肉吃多了，有点想念啃苦瓜的日子，想念叮嘱我买苦瓜的人，那阵子觉得身体很舒服。这里只有中超的角落里可以发现几根萎靡的苦瓜。 心里的对不起，怎么也说不出口，没有什么大不了的，却也犹犹豫豫。 总忘不了想当童话作家的梦想， 上高中的时候读书笔记还在写童话，翻出王尔德的童话，此情此景，别有天地。想起放在枕边还没读完的蓝熊船长。 April 14 转自战法论坛：一个老美在Youtube说出了这一切事件的真相一个老美在Youtube说出了这一切事件的真相~
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大致意思：
bbs.revefrance.com现在这一段时间，全球正在经历一场人类现代史以来最可怕的经济危机。英帝国，伦敦为首的金融力量，还有遭受这次经济危机最严重的美国正在诱发一场第三次世界大战（欧亚大战），主要针对东方三强：中国，俄罗斯，印度。这是一场1920s年以来最可怕的危机，这也是一场保有西方最后一条防线的生存危机。
bbs.revefrance.com英国正在联合欧洲，组合一只具有潜在法西斯色彩的政治联姻，”里斯本条约“（让我想起了巴黎条约）的背后就是为了建立一个联合的大法西斯欧洲。组建一支强大的军队而为将来对抗东方三强（包括剩下的亚洲国家）做准备，在美国，英国情报部门正在加紧操纵这次美国大选，从而为伦敦下一步行动作出铺垫。在最后几个月，英国情报部门也加紧搞臭布什内阁以确保它们没有咸鱼翻身的可能。另外，英国的”反华计“其实早已经在一年前就开始了，而这次西藏问题，可以说是这件策略的最高潮（一个四面埋伏似的反华浪潮），搞臭中国来增加台海危机的可能性。中国的也是在非洲达尔富尔增加”不稳定策略“被攻击的主要目标。中国的大量投资与对”铀矿“等战略资源的广泛控制使伦敦，巴黎遭受的最严重的战略打击。因为非洲一直是大欧洲的”能源后院“，也是长久以来实施人口”动乱“削减等策略来控制非洲这块”无人宝地“。里斯本条约的签署以及欧非会议中，欧洲明确指出，他们将进一步奴役非洲。那么最好的办法就是使其增加不稳定的几率。肯尼亚，津巴布韦已经开始显现了英国这次策划的完美结果，而对待两种国家的双重标准，可以看出英国已经显露出了渴望继续殖民南部非洲的本质。如果这次肯尼亚，津巴布韦的崩盘得以成功，那么整个南部非洲将爆发一场全体崩盘……这正是英国渴望的”洗牌“。津巴布韦的独立抗争已经开始惹怒了伦敦和英联邦，以及整个欧洲殖民集团，那么搞臭津巴布韦的最高领导层就是完美的答案（夸张的通货膨胀已经为接下来的非洲大崩盘埋下伏笔）。
中国这次也是亚洲最大的”不稳定策略“的目标，巴基斯坦”布托革命“其实已经开始为整个南中亚的乱埋下了祸根。
bbs.revefrance.com还有美国的大选，主要是民主党内的奥巴马，希拉里的战争，来摧毁民主党。增加美国不稳定的因素，而其中赞助这场战争的罪魁祸首，是法国银行总裁罗湖根（一个法西斯主义者）。搞臭希拉里就可以破坏美国自救经济危机的最后一棒， 保护欧洲银行奴役美国经济的最后防线（参考美元贬值内幕）。这样保有了欧元的地位，让美元跌入谷底，继续保有美国的低利率水平以此保持欧洲的投资成本。拯救这一危机的最好办法，就是联合美国，俄罗斯，中国，印度去重估”菜篮子“标准。
bbs.revefrance.com布什与普金的最后见面，其实已经验证了我们离第三次世界大战是只有分毫的近，而乌克兰这一帐已经开始体现了欧洲诱发欧亚大战的咄咄逼人。西藏暴乱在中国的显现，一定程度转移了中国的视线，使中国误读了美国是利用西藏去摧毁中国，这一点，俄罗斯人看的更加的清楚(也是俄英关系跌入谷底的原因）。中国看到了美国众议院长佩罗西参见达赖*是一种挑衅，从而转移了其实这是英帝国在美国下的”借刀杀人“一棋。而普金（不愧克格勃）要比中国人看的透很多，共和党方面，开始诱发切尼，而民主党方面，佩罗西其实就是英国在美国协助罗湖根的女打手（让我想起江青）。法国总统萨克奇访问伦敦，已经昭示了英法同盟（圆明园）开始加剧升级，这被俄中看成了是危机来临的警报。因为萨克奇与伦敦的政治联姻，在一定范围内已经证实了萨克奇某种程度上就是伦敦在欧洲大陆的协助指挥员。使欧洲顺着英帝国铺下的轨道走下去。欧洲，美国都会渐渐的顺着英国的路走向对抗东方三强的军事同盟。这样一来这场大战就又可以帮英国在地球清除大量人口，保有它的生存权。
bbs.revefrance.com奥巴马，希拉里的内斗已经开始为英国资助的戈尔（全球变暖的倡导者）埋下了黑马的路线。因为民主党派的内斗已经不可能为争取大多数选民有所保证，那么戈尔就是局外平衡的最好选择，换言之，就是戈尔是英国在美国的搅局者。而奥巴马也是戈尔的代言人，一个被非洲人人唾弃的大种族主义者，而奥巴马也陈述道，如果他夺权，那么戈尔就是他最好的顾问（实则把实权交给戈尔）-（这让我联想起英国媒体在总统选举中莫名其妙倒向奥巴马的不客观）……也就是说美国共和那边，英国有人，民主党那边，更有人…………两边都是英国的人还包括一个切尼……赤裸裸的让华盛顿成为第二个伦敦。这样这就为美国倒向欧洲发动“八国联军”又一次埋下伏笔…………这一来最惨重的第三次世界大战就开始了。
因为英国认为他们的战后金融系统已经彻底崩盘，彻底是一个“行尸走肉”了。那么，英国就会再一次决定用20年代，40年代同样的“法西斯方案”把世界推向战争的边缘挽救他们的大萧条。现在这一阶段就要看美国能不能赶紧拉回自己的罗斯福模式,避免陷入又一次欧亚大战了。
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现在这个时候已经到了危机的最紧要关头……罪魁祸首就是操纵美国的法国银行总裁罗湖根（一个法西斯主义者）。
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bbs.revefrance.com个人感觉，这是很现实的，虽然不太确定是不是美国情报部门对英国的政治嫁祸，但是从俄英关系，英法关系的走势来看，我想这是真的……因为英国从不怀疑地去发展法西斯，去保有自己的绝对权威（马岛战争的出现是很好的例子）
April 04 春、喜春把巴黎一点点的浸染，不像北京的那么惊天动地。睁开眼睛，迎春、桃花、丁香花，还有许多不知名的野花，炸开了花儿，迷乱了眼。闭上眼，黄沙卷过，铺天盖地，怕被迎春抢了位置，迷了眼。
以前不觉得，反尔喜欢这一惊一炸。对比产生喜恶，感性的、自然的以喜的态度去看待新事物，就有些“轻易的爱上，轻易的逝去”的感觉。就现在，巴黎的春还足够我惊喜。这种喜似乎是审美的不疲劳带来的，虽是同样的花儿，同样的叶儿，同一个太阳，但不同的背景，不同的心境，加重了我的喜爱。
时间在这个城市流的很慢，我不自觉的放慢了脚步，欣慰的觉得有心境去享受这种美也是我的福。这份喜爱是谈谈的，但仍不能破坏守恒定律，危机和不安悄悄爬上心头。体会不同的生活虽也是种学习，但贪图享乐的小算盘抵不过急流勇进的社会，怕这社会进步的太快，而我却已搁浅，也再也找不会这心境，说到底也没转出自己的小算盘。
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